a heartbeat.

a heartbeat. Sitting in class, idly, Just watching people come and go, Stretching my legs, So they draped over yours, As I moved closer, Pushing my chair closer to yours, So that I felt more at ease, That’s when I felt it, A suddenly rapid heartbeat. Upset, Panicking, And you come rushing through the door, […]

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It’s hard. The first couple of times you fall down, It’s hard, Your mind plays you, Makes you wonder if you even know the way back up, Because this is a road you have never witnessed up close, It’s one you’ve heard of, In hushed whispers, That makes its way around the corridors, It’s one […]

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“Settle down with me,ย  Cover me up, ย Cuddle me in” ———————————————————————————————————————————— The sun is shining, I feel it, I don’t want to, Cause then I’ll have to wake up, To another day without you, Ok fine, I’m making it sound dramatic, But try telling that to my heart, That goes static, When the first thought […]

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Chester Bennington

So I wrote this a while back, around the time Chester Benningtonย died. At that time it just didn’t seem appropriate but for some reason, today does, so ya. I know I never knew you, But I really felt like I did, I thought of you as a friend, Someone to go to when the world, […]

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Things That I Could Never Admit

There are some things, You always keep a secret, From yourself, From him, Her, The wall, The bird, Things you repress, At the slightest notion of them coming through, But these are the things that I couldnโ€™t quite admit, And today I admit them to you, I canโ€™t look at you, most definitely not into […]

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There’s a song.

There’s a song by 5 Seconds of Summer, It’s called wherever you are. It was the song that introduced them to me And I’ve loved them ever since. But for the past few weeks, the song has become more than that. Suddenly the words seem relevant. Suddenly the words cut into walls of false security […]

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A child no more.

Dedicated to a strong woman I knew.ย  I was just a child. What could I possibly remember? I was just a child. How would I know your intentions? I was just a child. Why would I be affected by your actions? I was just a child. Where would I hide from you? I was just […]

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Mystery blogger award

WHAT IS MYSTERY BLOGGER AWARD? โ€œMystery Blogger Awardโ€ is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts.Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They deserve recognition and acknowledgment of their ingenuity. This award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging, and they do it with so much love and […]

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a choice. The act of choosing between two or more possibilities. Occurs at any given moment in the life of every individual. a choice, (it is said), can make or break you. bad choices, good choices, every human makes them, and we either fly or we learn all simply, from a choice. to let negativity […]

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\\ Caresses down my arm, Sliding to my waist, With a slight tug, I have no place to escape, Shuffling further back, So I’m encompassed completely, This warm fuzzy feeling, Has been showing itself weekly, Feelings of being at home, And in safety. //

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