Trigger Warning: Sexual Assault, Rape, Unhealthy Relationships, Sexual Abuse It's just hands. Just hands, Just hands, Stop thinking, it's hands, hands on you, his hands on you, his hands on you Shift focus, i feel sick sick in my stomach, gonna puke gonna puke Keep it in, don't ruin this, this moment, it's his moment. … Continue reading What were you thinking?
Being in a room encased with fire seeing the smoke slither around your throat, slowly forcibly tighter it holds, and you let it. Drowning, struggling, your muscles tighten and slowly you sink deep sea, new existence. Dreaming you fall, but your body refuses to wake you up, fall, rest, let us end it all. Watch … Continue reading Weird dreams I make into poems pt2
A childhood dream, But found in so many, Never exactly what I expected, "Close enough", a lie so easily, spread Yet here I stand now, Blissful as can be, Mr Darcy, Need not exist, All that I need is me.
Hey internet! I've had a particularly weird day, I was clearing out my phone and I came across photos that were from another period of my life. A period I had stopped thinking about but every so often it comes back to memory, a period of time that was extremely monumental into making me who … Continue reading Just Sharing.
I've always pondered on the age-old question of good and bad, If any or all humans could fall under that, Why have we all got a spectrum? Why do we have the potential for evil? Why don't we move towards our potential for good? Or what if our good is our evil?, That's all we … Continue reading Two sides; 1 coin.
There are days that can go by, Things you forget, And even though the guilt is overwhelming, Believe that it is for the best. They can never die, The memory of their existence will never fade, But honey, Give yourself some leeway. You've got a life to live, A life to enjoy, A life to … Continue reading Goodbye.
Hello internet, As someone who is often stuck last minute for countless hours finishing assignments I'd like to say: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Now that we are through with that let's move on I am currently infront of my laptop, one direction playing on full volume and I am singing along with them as I sing this INFINITYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY … Continue reading Stress and No Progress
Hey internet, I've been off this blogosphere for a while because well life has been pretty hectic and I've been just absorbed in work and then self-care. In this time, I've become far more comfortable with my gender, even though there are a lot of things that I still have to work out. But well … Continue reading My gender flows: Genderfluidity
to the boy i love too much, too little, thank you for listening and thinking and talking on days I wish the world would just stop. for wondering if my heavy heart was feeling lighter, for knowing my heavy heart will one day become lighter. you talk to me like we've known each other in … Continue reading To the boy.
to act on our choices, would be simpler if we recognized, just that.