Christmas. A time of year where not am I only extremely excited but also feel warm and fuzzy in my stomach. Where giggles erupt randomly and I’m constantly singing.  I can be found staring into a zone for hours with a smile on my face because of all the love that is being shared. Christmas, […]

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Depression 2.0

You ever feel like there are so many words you could be saying but just don’t know how to say anymore. How many more metaphors, Similes, Personifications, How many more different ways can I, Explain the same thing over and over again, I don’t know. It gets tiring trying to write, Because every explanation is […]

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I wish I could tell you that like in our movies, life simply has not reached its end until everything becomes picture perfect. I really do. But that’s not how life works, life has brutal endings. That’s just how life is sometimes. You know, life had a bad day, and so it took its anger […]

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I’m an ace.

Hello, internet. So I’ve been writing and rewriting this post over and over again because I guess when you’re part of a community that is constantly fighting for its rights to love and just be, there is some sort of pressure to be saying the right things because you don’t want to misrepresent. But you […]

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a heartbeat.

a heartbeat. Sitting in class, idly, Just watching people come and go, Stretching my legs, So they draped over yours, As I moved closer, Pushing my chair closer to yours, So that I felt more at ease, That’s when I felt it, A suddenly rapid heartbeat. Upset, Panicking, And you come rushing through the door, […]

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It’s hard. The first couple of times you fall down, It’s hard, Your mind plays you, Makes you wonder if you even know the way back up, Because this is a road you have never witnessed up close, It’s one you’ve heard of, In hushed whispers, That makes its way around the corridors, It’s one […]

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“Settle down with me,  Cover me up,  Cuddle me in” ———————————————————————————————————————————— The sun is shining, I feel it, I don’t want to, Cause then I’ll have to wake up, To another day without you, Ok fine, I’m making it sound dramatic, But try telling that to my heart, That goes static, When the first thought […]

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Chester Bennington

So I wrote this a while back, around the time Chester Bennington died. At that time it just didn’t seem appropriate but for some reason, today does, so ya. I know I never knew you, But I really felt like I did, I thought of you as a friend, Someone to go to when the world, […]

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Things That I Could Never Admit

There are some things, You always keep a secret, From yourself, From him, Her, The wall, The bird, Things you repress, At the slightest notion of them coming through, But these are the things that I couldn’t quite admit, And today I admit them to you, I can’t look at you, most definitely not into […]

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